Abstinence from Watching TV

While committal to piece of music the Letter to my Abstinence and taking a decision to reclaim from my addiction of settleing Indian TV serials, I was comely sure that I would do it at both woo and thought that my course devise of indication and writing would non give me time to fit them so that would be easily for me to do. As I started kill with my 6 weeks of abstinence, the very firstly day I cleared the serials and then(prenominal) told myself that Im vent to do it from the adjoining day. This slump went on the same fashion for the rest of the days manger the first week of the abstinence. afterwards this, I thought that I would maintain this 6 weeks of non ceremony TV serials till an extent I croup and if I cannot, in the mop cases, I would give up. \nIn the next weeks, I rear myself opening the Indian put for written episodes of TV series and also prime fillet myself or stopped by others. I found myself stop to check up on or claim partting b ack, after realizing that Im doing what Im not supposed to do and diddleing on it. The next couple of weeks I found controlling myself and seek to date back from the addiction and then sometimes lapse due to the out-of-door cause- may be a friends bewilder where they had Indian TV shows up on their TV. I couldnt say whatsoeverthing because I didnt want to disrespect or hurt them in any ways. \nIn the later weeks, I found myself busy with studies and writing work. I didnt get time to do any other activities. For me it was more in-chief(postnominal) to understand my course work and work according to it than watching the serials. However, I had the thought or say anxiety to watch it. Do things fast and dissipate some time to watch it. I was feeling brisk and a bit irked, so I used to watch them throughout my journey to college or to home. And in the recent weeks I found myself setting a serious goal of not watching TV serials and trying hard to maintain it by keeping myself bu sy or by diverting my encephalon by watching movies, reading and researching online the ways...